tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-319391592024-03-08T00:04:10.236+08:00*frame of life = no fantasies *-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.comBlogger189125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-77694948282084080212011-06-10T21:01:00.001+08:002011-06-10T21:02:48.241+08:00new love<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/buQnl7Yk4UA?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><br />
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天终於亮了吧 背对背的沙发<br />
时针分针和秒针都不说话<br />
我们选择沉默 泪在胃里酸化<br />
还有伤悲但不挣扎<br />
哦 昨夜雨很大 我们没吵架<br />
哦 沉默如刀狠狠划下</div><div id="eow-description" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
就算了吧 就算我先说 不爱啦<br />
就算了吧 你要我先说 放弃吧<br />
泪挺我 不掉落<br />
退到自己最陌生的角落<br />
剩下一丝逞强在假洒脱<br />
现在我 有什么 不Okay</div><div id="eow-description" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
天早就亮了吧 寂寞的双人桌<br />
时针分针秒针还是不说话<br />
自己选择沉默 就当我是哑巴<br />
怕一开口伤太赤裸<br />
哦 昨夜雨没下 我们没吵架<br />
哦 只是伤口还没结痂</div><div id="eow-description" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
就算了吧 就算我先说 不爱啦<br />
就算了吧 你要我先说 放弃吧<br />
泪挺我 不掉落<br />
退到自己最陌生的角落<br />
剩下一丝逞强在假洒脱<br />
现在我 有什么 不Okay</div><div id="eow-description" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
我和你 的爱情 连续剧 的结局<br />
那甜蜜 总属於 男主角的你<br />
我终於 也认清 原来你 早写好了续集</div><div id="eow-description" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
还是你 的 爱情 我已经 没参与<br />
那甜蜜 总属於 男主角的你<br />
她靠近 我离去 随便你 随便你</div><div id="eow-description" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><br />
算了吧 就算我先说 不爱啦<br />
就算了吧 你要我先说 放弃吧<br />
泪掉落 不难过<br />
退到你拥抱围成的角落<br />
你走後是一片天空海阔<br />
现在我 没什么 I m Okay<br />
I m Okay</div></div></div><ul id="watch-description-extra-info" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 12px; list-style-image: initial; list-style-position: initial; list-style-type: none; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 475px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; min-height: 40px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 165px;"><li style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #666666; font-size: 0.9166em; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 1px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; padding-bottom: 2px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 2px;"><div class="watch-sparkbars" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); border-bottom-left-radius: 3px 3px; border-bottom-right-radius: 3px 3px; border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-color: initial; border-left-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); border-left-style: solid; border-left-width: 1px; border-right-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); border-right-style: solid; border-right-width: 1px; border-style: initial; border-top-color: rgb(204, 204, 204); border-top-left-radius: 3px 3px; border-top-right-radius: 3px 3px; border-top-style: solid; border-top-width: 1px; font-size: 11px; height: 4px; margin-bottom: 2px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 2px; overflow-x: hidden; overflow-y: hidden; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><div class="watch-sparkbar-likes" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: #006600; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); border-right-style: solid; border-right-width: 1px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; float: left; font-size: 11px; height: 4px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 163px;"></div><div class="watch-sparkbar-dislikes" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: #cc0000; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; float: right; font-size: 11px; height: 4px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: -1px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; width: 0px;"></div></div><span class="watch-likes-dislikes" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #666666; font-size: 11px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"></span></li>
</ul>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-65342308129198749352011-05-23T21:00:00.000+08:002011-05-23T21:00:14.696+08:00我们之间可惜你在改变,可惜我在改变,听不见也看不见。<br />
我们之间,一条线,就能分两个世界。-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-84875544920679525712011-05-10T09:00:00.001+08:002011-05-10T09:01:03.854+08:00tears<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHib7Si-1zceH123vgtnhMYAlxiw971n_FYUvdBYK_nKhpkX4NTK0ohWlnc9D2oOznT3gXF3bqq6v6QspA2771vJRgkgB5BhOr4GGFzJC7_gXbh8JRz92xv_YfD3VYPbkbZ3eHLQ/s1600/tears.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHib7Si-1zceH123vgtnhMYAlxiw971n_FYUvdBYK_nKhpkX4NTK0ohWlnc9D2oOznT3gXF3bqq6v6QspA2771vJRgkgB5BhOr4GGFzJC7_gXbh8JRz92xv_YfD3VYPbkbZ3eHLQ/s320/tears.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
The picture explains it all.<br />
"Tears are the rinse water of an unhappy heart".<br />
Indeed.<br />
<br />
The last 2 weeks of my life wasn't as smooth running as it should be.<br />
Plans were made and carried out, however the outcome didn't seem right.<br />
To a certain extent that tears start filling up my dry eyes and it wouldn't stop.<br />
Despite the tears, waking up in the morning with mixed feelings isn't pleasant at all.<br />
Probably the pressure was too much to take.<br />
<br />
I would say that I've always tried to put up a strong front with presence of others.<br />
And I was described as someone who only cries when necessary.<br />
Nonetheless, everything has changed recently.<br />
It feels like whether you are tearing alone or in front of other, it's a sense of comfort.<br />
It feels like tears washes off what has been obstructing you from a clearer and better view of everything.<br />
Hence, at times a few drops of tears and a shoulder to lean on is necessary.<br />
<br />
Upon submitting my assignment yesterday, I feel this sense of emptiness in me.<br />
The heavy burden that I have been carrying for the past 2 weeks was no longer there anymore.<br />
I could not describe that sense of relieve neither can I describe what I feel.<br />
It's just amazing how I can just sit and observe the others at the train station and my mind was totally blank.<br />
It's just hard to explain but it feels GREAT.-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-51377931122106403852011-05-06T01:16:00.003+08:002011-05-06T01:24:16.947+08:00Central India?Bumped into a past life analysis on a friend's blog.<br />
Interesting.<br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white; font-family: Georgia, 'Bookman Old Style', Bookman, Times, serif; font-size: 15px;"><span>Your past life diagnosis:</span></span></span><br />
<hr /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Central India around the year 1325. Your profession was that of a leader, major or captain.<hr />Your brief psychological profile in your past life:<br />
<span style="color: silver;">Timid, constrained, quiet person. You had creative talents, which waited until this life to be liberated. Sometimes your environment considered you strange.</span><hr />The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:<br />
<span style="color: silver;">Your main task is to make the world more beautiful. Physical and spiritual deserts are just waiting for your touch. Keep smiling!</span><hr />Do you remember now?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 15px;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 15px;">Interested to know yours? Click <a href="http://www.thebigview.com/pastlife/" style="background-color: white;">here</a></span>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-7395267332204645022011-05-02T02:53:00.000+08:002011-05-02T02:53:39.101+08:00Labour day!Although labour's day is way past behind time,<br />
I still wanna wish everyone "Happy Labour Day!".<br />
<br />
It's Labour Day where everyone is supposed to take a day off,<br />
but I felt like I was more of a labourer on Labour's day.<br />
So tired.<br />
Mentally tired.<br />
I should head for my dreamland.<br />
<br />
Zzzzz..........-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-71980257605733320192011-04-30T12:06:00.000+08:002011-04-30T12:06:19.213+08:00sunny day<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhahAWEbbE6QE7cxyLpW8Cyas5Ad466pGBvibw6Tn5UoqgU7bUKWW7VtuEnLOorbFeV2WnuhZBKwBO3dKd2nYzio3FlE12zS3FtnfvCDrZGU5rBB9C4_kLhqchPNSknZPguyzAvag/s1600/sunny_day.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="257" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhahAWEbbE6QE7cxyLpW8Cyas5Ad466pGBvibw6Tn5UoqgU7bUKWW7VtuEnLOorbFeV2WnuhZBKwBO3dKd2nYzio3FlE12zS3FtnfvCDrZGU5rBB9C4_kLhqchPNSknZPguyzAvag/s320/sunny_day.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
Today is a sunny day.<br />
The day started off well.<br />
Everything will turn out just right.<br />
=)-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-46187602522941570292011-04-29T20:47:00.001+08:002011-04-29T20:48:44.075+08:00bliss<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhABHoLS1R31mZyovW_tbRiUZiZKwUYQRQPIv3YMLgdx8QwteL0A4rKwEpqoTXig8xoJIL9wOGi5MIcSSulED62Sr2bkd9mM5K_GcX6ITeJoHgVQ57_gsz9gfPcvjOLNoanx7YTKw/s1600/william-and-kate-wedding-portrait.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="216" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhABHoLS1R31mZyovW_tbRiUZiZKwUYQRQPIv3YMLgdx8QwteL0A4rKwEpqoTXig8xoJIL9wOGi5MIcSSulED62Sr2bkd9mM5K_GcX6ITeJoHgVQ57_gsz9gfPcvjOLNoanx7YTKw/s320/william-and-kate-wedding-portrait.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
Let's wish this happily married royal couple all the bliss in the world.<br />
Let's just hope their marriage last like their royal grandparents'.<br />
<br />
Random thought of my day:<br />
When you have the motivation running, don't let it go wasted.-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-47806530224441659402011-04-29T01:57:00.000+08:002011-04-29T01:57:32.055+08:00soulmates?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRYcnC5lT60pzqcSAvTzDuymX6n1t7bCh-7sk6JghtFl23yJVuqQXymvCIE_sZFiqrXrzASbfYja3pGldlz0U5DBDIFcTajqZ17FhF1JzBR4Kc2N_9rX-YhAZyp7Pgd7AKnL28Iw/s1600/Home_Photo_books.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRYcnC5lT60pzqcSAvTzDuymX6n1t7bCh-7sk6JghtFl23yJVuqQXymvCIE_sZFiqrXrzASbfYja3pGldlz0U5DBDIFcTajqZ17FhF1JzBR4Kc2N_9rX-YhAZyp7Pgd7AKnL28Iw/s320/Home_Photo_books.jpg" width="274" /></a></div><br />
I doubt they are my soulmates or even my friends.<br />
I can't even stay still for an hour to read them.<br />
Psychology report is such a killer.<br />
<br />
Sorry if I rant too much.-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-61976493601076838052011-04-28T13:12:00.001+08:002011-04-28T13:14:08.384+08:00I'm fine<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnVVOPk7DXVMewco87ge3VJTvb-ggfXFNlkA4dKiL6f7JE_ciyY69uUw3fcgsodMQJjiBFHONsfcTggGcA3J_BtM1DDfTEnWEtdK2pZn4zbX8cUUI5lIfq9tM-QN6xjBKJYvOSmQ/s1600/i%2527m+fine.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="212" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnVVOPk7DXVMewco87ge3VJTvb-ggfXFNlkA4dKiL6f7JE_ciyY69uUw3fcgsodMQJjiBFHONsfcTggGcA3J_BtM1DDfTEnWEtdK2pZn4zbX8cUUI5lIfq9tM-QN6xjBKJYvOSmQ/s320/i%2527m+fine.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Photo credits to <a href="http://michellis13.deviantart.com/art/you-always-say-that-206673283?q=boost%3Apopular%20in%3Aphotography%2Fconceptual%20max_age%3A8h&qo=4">devian art</a></span></div><br />
Trust me when I say this.<br />
Even if I'm not, trust me that it's something else which bothers me.-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-74464398553774301842010-09-18T17:07:00.001+08:002010-09-18T17:12:35.284+08:00postcards from April<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgW4JJKmazkp_0W9Uubzu8bNdvbhYmgF-0AMOwRWaRTkkfT-6FKF3xoZX7FX7e_k1Im67TS_j9NK3Me0Aj7GcSrFyVMglhBDJbBtJXwVNnbgBOea05oUj-BGSGUpsVa63Z1wsyC8Q/s1600/Image211.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgW4JJKmazkp_0W9Uubzu8bNdvbhYmgF-0AMOwRWaRTkkfT-6FKF3xoZX7FX7e_k1Im67TS_j9NK3Me0Aj7GcSrFyVMglhBDJbBtJXwVNnbgBOea05oUj-BGSGUpsVa63Z1wsyC8Q/s320/Image211.jpg" /></a></div><br />
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Most of these postcards comes unexpectedly.<br />
And most of the time, it is on the days when I am feeling blue.<br />
They cheer me up, everytime, without fail.<br />
I would say: APRIL LIM! you can read minds!!<br />
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It has been almost a year since she has left for Glasgow.<br />
We can't put into words how much we miss her.<br />
And so, this will be dedicated to her.<br />
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Every gathering, these words seems to pop up, "If only April is here with us".<br />
If only.-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-59407474541979142292010-08-05T16:19:00.002+08:002010-08-05T16:21:19.355+08:00林俊杰 - 会有那么一天<meta content="text/html; charset=utf-8" http-equiv="Content-Type"></meta><meta content="Word.Document" name="ProgId"></meta><meta content="Microsoft Word 12" name="Generator"></meta><meta content="Microsoft Word 12" name="Originator"></meta><link href="file:///C:%5CDOCUME%7E1%5CUser%5CLOCALS%7E1%5CTemp%5Cmsohtmlclip1%5C01%5Cclip_filelist.xml" rel="File-List"></link><link href="file:///C:%5CDOCUME%7E1%5CUser%5CLOCALS%7E1%5CTemp%5Cmsohtmlclip1%5C01%5Cclip_themedata.thmx" rel="themeData"></link><link href="file:///C:%5CDOCUME%7E1%5CUser%5CLOCALS%7E1%5CTemp%5Cmsohtmlclip1%5C01%5Cclip_colorschememapping.xml" rel="colorSchemeMapping"></link> <m:smallfrac m:val="off"> <m:dispdef> <m:lmargin m:val="0"> <m:rmargin m:val="0"> <m:defjc m:val="centerGroup"> <m:wrapindent m:val="1440"> <m:intlim m:val="subSup"> <m:narylim m:val="undOvr"> </m:narylim></m:intlim> </m:wrapindent><style>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">一九四三 世界大戰 </span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">(It's) 1943, (during) the second world war</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">阿嬤年輕的時候</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">A time when grandma was young</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">爺爺愛他那麼多</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Grandpa loved her so much</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">他們感情很深</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Their love was so deep</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">但是爺爺 身負重任</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">But grandpa held a heavy burden</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">就在離鄉的那夜</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">On the night he left his village</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">給了阿嬤一個吻</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">He gave grandma a kiss</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">輕聲說道</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">And softly said</span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">我要離去 別再哭泣</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">I need to leave, please stop crying</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">不要傷心 請你相信我</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Don't be hurt, have faith in me</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">要等待 我的愛</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">And wait for my love</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">陪你永不離開</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">To be with you and never part</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">因為會有那麼一天</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Because that day will come</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">我們牽著手在草原</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">With us holding hands in the garden</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">聽鳥兒歌唱的聲音</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Listening to the birds singing</span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">聽我說聲 我愛你</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Listen to me saying I love you</span><br />
<span style="font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">夕陽西下 鳥兒回家 </span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">The sun has set, and the birds have returned home</span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">阿嬤躺在病床上</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Grandma laying on her sick bed</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">呼吸有一點散漫</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Breathing slowly</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">眼神卻很溫柔</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-size: 11.5pt;">Yet with her gentle eyes</span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt;"><br />
</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">看著爺爺 濕透的眼</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Looking at grandpa's teary eyes</span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">握著他粗糙的手</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Holding his rough hands</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">阿嬤淚水開始流</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Grandma's tears starts rolling down</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">輕聲說道</span><br />
<b><span style="color: magenta; font-size: 11.5pt;">Softly saying </span></b><br />
<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">我要離去 別再哭泣</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">I need to leave, please stop crying</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">不要傷心 請你相信我</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Don't be hurt, have faith in me</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">要等待 我的愛</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-size: 11.5pt;">And wait for my love</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="color: magenta; font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><span style="color: magenta;"><o:p></o:p></span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">陪你永不離開</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-size: 11.5pt;">To be with you and never part</span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt;"><br />
</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">因為會有那麼一天</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Because that day will come</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">我們牽著手在草原</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">With us holding hands in the garden</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">聽鳥兒歌唱的聲音</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Listening to the birds singing</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">聽我說聲 我愛你</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Listening to me say I love you</span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">我要離去 別再哭泣</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">I need to leave, please stop crying</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">不要傷心 請你相信我</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Don't be hurt, have faith in me</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">要等待 我的愛</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-size: 11.5pt;">And wait for my love</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">陪你永不離開</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta; font-size: 11.5pt;">To be with you and never part</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">因為會有那麼一天</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Because that day will come</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">我們牽著手在草原</span><br />
<span style="-moz-background-clip: -moz-initial; -moz-background-inline-policy: -moz-initial; -moz-background-origin: -moz-initial; background: white none repeat scroll 0% 0%; color: magenta;">With us holding hands in the garden</span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">聽鳥兒歌唱的聲音</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Listening to the birds singing</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">聽我說聲 我愛你</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Listen to me saying I love you</span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<br />
<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 11.5pt;">我愛你</span><span style="font-size: 11.5pt;"> </span><br />
<b><span style="color: magenta; font-size: 11.5pt;">I love you. </span></b><br />
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<span style="color: black; font-size: 11.5pt;">I used to remember how this song makes me cry</span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-size: 11.5pt;">everytime I played the CD.</span><br />
<span style="color: black; font-size: 11.5pt;">Brings back memories. </span>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-12358401230742564082010-07-06T01:36:00.001+08:002010-07-06T01:37:51.858+08:005/7/10<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Today is one memorable day </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Not because it was a lucky day neither was it a wonderful day</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Somehow it feels like I am sharing another's bad luck </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">With the intention to make a trip to uni to collect my assignment and enroll for my compulsory subject</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I took the train to subang then waited for the bus to sunway</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">After 45 mins, I am still stuck at the bus stop</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Hence, I called a friend to see whether she could pick me up </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">She said okay but I would need to wait for another 45 mins</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">So I waited for her and as I was waiting, there is a black guy sitting next to me</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Initially, he was just sitting silently beside</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">All of a sudden he tapped on my shoulder and started talking to me</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And he couldn't stop talking for the next 30 mins</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">He started talking about crappy stuff on love, his life in UK and how he is a footballer in some club</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Also about how he could keep in touch with me (I'm like WTF?!)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I freaked out and thought of excusing myself perhaps to the shopping complex nearby</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">But I feared that he would follow hence I remained there</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Keeping my fingers crossed that my friend would reach in no time</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Finally when my friend was there to pick up, I quickly got up and walked away from him</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Freaky!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Then we both proceed to Sunway college coz my friend had to meet someone there</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">We manage to get ourselves a parking in the college compound</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Upon leaving, we paid the parking ticket </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">As we approach the machine, we realized we lost the ticket </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">We failed to search for the ticket even though we went back trailing the road</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">So we had to pay the penalty for losing the ticket which cost us 20 bucks</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">After all that, in the same car park we met with an accident</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">We banged into another car and my friend have to fork out another amount of money to pay her</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Then my friend was too afraid to drive anymore that I took over </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Driving to meet up with Nadia and then back to Monash and lastly back to the KTM station</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Despite all that unfortunate events, meeting Nadia for the last time before she leaves do make us less unlucky that day</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">It was perhaps the "luckiest" thing that has happened to us</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Neways, I will not know when will I ever meet Nadia again</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Therefore, take care of yourself no matter which part of the world are you in</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">whether is it South Africa, US or Korea</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">I wish you all the best in your future undertakings!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Hopefully that bottle of stars would bring you all the luck you need</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And please do remember us!!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Never forget us, you fickle minded, bubbly, unpredictable and loud Korean!</span><br />
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</span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> <span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: small;">At times, small</span><span style="font-size: small;"> gestures and unexpected people brightens up your day</span></div><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Things seem to be filled with laughter for no apparent reason</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Suddenly, a feeling of putting yourself back together emerges</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Attempting to make everything work once more</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Though the passion may not be as much as before</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">That little sense of happiness makes up to it.</span></span><br />
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</span></span>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-67148127227088340702010-06-29T22:50:00.000+08:002010-06-29T22:50:45.503+08:00Sick<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">When you thought you had everything under control</span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">When you put so much effort in making it a success</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">When you get yourself all excited about it</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">When you were not being selfish at all</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">When you put others into your consideration</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><br />
</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">And SNAP!</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Reality hits you with an ugly truth</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Things will not always work out the way you had it</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">People might ignore you on the way</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">People might not appreciate what you have done</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">Even when you are not asking for much</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">You had other's intention with you</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">But somehow others might neglect yours</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">Trying as hard as you could does not mean it's always good enough</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">It will never be good enough for people to realize just how much you like for it to pay off</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">Never and never will be good enough</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">At times, too much of anxiety brings me to the verge of giving up</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">Giving up and probably let it happen eventually</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">Then, perhaps the impact or downfall would not be that awful</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">Which makes me feel better at the least</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">But, too bad my anxiety was at the highest level of all</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">Hence, I'll have to bare with that awful feeling</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><br />
</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;">I starting to get sick of it..</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><br />
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</span></span></span></div>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-58210754711437028752010-06-20T02:19:00.000+08:002010-06-20T02:19:53.008+08:00counting downIt has been 2 weeks since my exam started<div>sadly, things don't look too good this time</div><div>probably I've been slacking too much lately</div><div>the motivation to study seems so far fetched </div><div>bearing in mind that there is still time left</div><div>taking it for granted as always</div><div>disappointing myself at moments of determination</div><div>with the last subject examinable for this semester</div><div>hopes are shattered even before sitting for the paper</div><div>for the fact that this paper would be a paper that I will merely pass</div><div><br />
</div><div>with emotions like anxiety, fear and inadequacy running through the cells in my body</div><div>a short break ahead of the examination does soothe the emotional conflict within</div><div>as I am counting down to the day that I can,</div><div>SAY GOODBYE TO THE TREMENDOUSLY HORRIBLE WEEKS OF EXAMINATION! >.<</div><div><br />
</div><div>freedom here I come!</div><div><br />
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</div>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-49727492911979530132010-06-15T19:15:00.001+08:002010-06-16T01:24:28.461+08:00don't let this be the last of the tigers<a href="http://www.tx2.my/" target="_blank"><img alt="Pledge Your Support!" border="0" height="140" src="http://www.tx2.my/downloads/banners/TX2_bnr_360x140.jpg" width="360" /></a><br />
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To post this up on my blog would be slightly backdated but who cares as long as it creates awareness.<br />
A campaign to save the tigers incorporates 1 well established ad agency and the WWF.<br />
As we know, tiger is an endangered species.<br />
Numbers are reducing annually and if we do not do our part in protecting them,<br />
Someday our grandchildren will turn to us and pop the question: "What is a tiger?"<br />
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Previously with one of the tiger abusing video(A Famosa Resort) posted up on Facebook,<br />
I am sure many of you have seen what we as human beings are doing to them.<br />
Some of you might doubt that it's true but that is actually what's happening to these poor animals.<br />
We don't have to look at any other countries, Malaysia bares it all. <br />
And if this is happening here, could you imagine what other countries could do them as well.<br />
Hereby, I would like to ask people who read my blog (though not many) to pledge at the following website:<br />
<a href="http://www.tx2.my/">www.tx2.my</a><br />
Help make a pledge and save the tigers.<br />
Every pledge enhances the chance of survival for these striped animals.<br />
I believe that one could make a difference.-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-37748507961325249472010-03-30T20:52:00.001+08:002010-03-30T21:23:54.935+08:00rainbow<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwExZXwGTS6BOrdbTsY9kGfYOtANapnG4wPyWlg1M8GyN_s3KTfGfYSQmmMYcyh547ufIioyqaepmLGCD1mw-1Wrghf0FFYYYDnm1FbIIUl2lUitS05iOznADVL1xENuueyaNneg/s1600/rainbow.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="226" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwExZXwGTS6BOrdbTsY9kGfYOtANapnG4wPyWlg1M8GyN_s3KTfGfYSQmmMYcyh547ufIioyqaepmLGCD1mw-1Wrghf0FFYYYDnm1FbIIUl2lUitS05iOznADVL1xENuueyaNneg/s400/rainbow.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><br />
i saw a rainbow today.<br />
it made my day.<br />
it carved a smile on my face. <br />
i wanted to shout it out but when i turn to my left and right,<br />
the expression on their faces were sour.<br />
hence i kept it to myself.<br />
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seeing 2 rainbows in 2 months in 2 different countries,<br />
is something spectacular indeed.<br />
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i believe things are changing for the better.-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-77828081080563779902010-03-29T16:05:00.003+08:002010-03-29T16:19:02.910+08:00farewell<div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">f</span><span style="font-size: small;">arewell has been hard for me most of the time</span></span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">but it gets even harder when it involves a close kin like my lil' brother </span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">tears were rolling down my cheecks</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">as much as I would like to hide these emotions</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">saying goodbye is much harder than it seems to be </span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">although it's only for 3 months</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">no more whining companion</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">nobody to update me with the latest english songs</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">nobody to share the household chores with</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">no more evening badminton games</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">no more voices that goes "baby,baby nooo" (Justin Bieber's Baby)</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">no more screams from mum going "branon, do this, do that...!"</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"> .........</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">....................</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">.................................</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">and the list goes on...</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">all these will be gone for 3 months</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">I am gonna miss them so much. </span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br />
</span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sometimes we are so used to their existence that we take them for granted.</span></div>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-86764757799631096662010-02-20T22:57:00.001+08:002010-02-20T22:58:51.553+08:00CNY<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">I've have been celebrating CNY for 22 yrs now</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Truthfully, I've never understand the true meaning behind CNY until recently</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">I am sure to every Chinese celebrating CNY would know that it's a simple celebration with closely related family members and a reunion where everyone meets everyone annually without fail</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">For 21 yrs, CNY has been just an ordinary yearly routine </div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Basically we do the same thing every year</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">An ordinary reunion dinner at my grnadma's place, followed by stacks of DVDs for the rest of the days (violent movies most of the time) and of course not forgetting CNY visiting as well as red packets</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Everything was the same every year until each and everyone of us could predict what we are gonna do for the following years and soon we got bored of it</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Hence, CNY no longer possess any significance to our family</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">The spirit of CNY died off as years pasess by</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Until recently, I truly understand what is CNY all about</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">It's such a simple term, FAMILY..</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Being able to gather together and meet all ur close relatives is best thing u could ever wish for be it a reunion dinner in a fine dining restaurant or in that old house of ur grandparents'</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Being able to catch up with them is a blessing telling me that I should be grateful</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Playing a simple game like 'chor tai ti' and blackjack minus the gambling with a big bunch of cousins would make such a blissful memory</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Watching violent movies on every CNY eve, a trademark of our family shall it be</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Grandparents', Aunties, Uncles, Mommies and Daddies distributing ang pows is a great delight to all of us by the end of the day</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Loud laughs and voices of everyone in the house providing enough joy to share over the festive season</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Lastly, lousang, big prawns, roasted duck and chicken, cans of shandy, packets of kuacis and groundnuts, a basket of mandarin oranges, containers filled with cookies are the favourites of our family</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">That was CNY to me, what about yours?</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">I've seen all this coming to me this few days</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">At some point, I felt that everything makes sense after all</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">And I did not understand it until I am 22</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">I should be ashamed of myself, shouldn't I?</div>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-43548402375658147032009-11-18T21:33:00.001+08:002009-11-18T21:33:58.658+08:00emo<div style="text-align: center;">潘伟柏 - 左右<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">the current songs looping on my player makes me emo</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">it gets even worse after replying to april's mail</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">it has been more than 2 months since she we last saw her</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">no idea when we will see her again</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">but I am keeping my fingers crossed that it would be really soon</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">we barely talk to her in this 2 long months</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">and she seems to be really busy</span><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">though we miss her so much, we were also glad that her dreams came true</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">her dream to study in UK once seems far fetched</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">due to some personal problems</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">but now that she's there, we are glad that she's doing fine</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">despite the fact that she had a hard time adapting</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">we were sure she would pull through</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">anyways, I know she won't be reading this</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">it's just a sign of how much the rest of the cartoonz in M'sia miss her</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">the 24-7 cartoonz here will always love u APRIL LIM!!!</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Tohoshinki - Hug </span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</span><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">p/s:been having weird dreams lately..was often dragged out of my comfy sleep because of these dreams..so pls pls do leave me weird dreams..<br />
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</div>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-30659425838877513742009-11-12T14:13:00.000+08:002009-11-12T14:13:49.159+08:00summer break<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">my super long summer break has finally arrived<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">life away from uni, meaning life free from assignments and exams..<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">yooohooooo!!<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">exams was not that bad this time<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">however, my results are expected to be worse than the last one<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">too much of last minute work this sem<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">my bad<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">well, come what may<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">will just have to work harder the followin semester<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">somehow I am not used to days where I spend my time effortlessly<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">life used to be more productive and time used to be well spent<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">currently, it seems like there isn't much to do<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">plans I had before this?<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">hmmm..<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">I think my only plan for the holidays was to work<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">still job hunting tho and fun seems far fetched as I am broke<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">had a great weekend with my bestie's graduation and the yumyum penang trip<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">congrats tan wi shan!!<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">the earliest to graduate among cartoonz<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">hopefully u will get ur car and not forgetting a job interview anytime soon<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">in the meantime, enjoy working at Fluff!<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">okay..I seriously have to run back to my torturing typing now..<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">toodles!<br />
</div><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"></span>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-83450035458629272642009-10-28T01:45:00.001+08:002009-10-28T01:46:44.601+08:00rainy days<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj18P7bUATJhQkXsIrOa7sYEltPYu90zJm30p_DeeunfTIr7MEIJ3Ml4mvKufEU7R5IVqGm-257_q9y7O0c12JHFZiOzEsCVFO0kU74DbSLYdkzgD5HKS40hfEBb7cYV8Q5STWeyQ/s1600-h/DSC00569.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj18P7bUATJhQkXsIrOa7sYEltPYu90zJm30p_DeeunfTIr7MEIJ3Ml4mvKufEU7R5IVqGm-257_q9y7O0c12JHFZiOzEsCVFO0kU74DbSLYdkzgD5HKS40hfEBb7cYV8Q5STWeyQ/s320/DSC00569.JPG" /></a><br />
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<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Well, it might not have rained in Klang<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">But it rained in Subang<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Hence, these are one of the days where your feet swim in your shoes<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Reminds me much of the days back in school with the frequent "banjirsss"<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Unfortunately for me, I was wearing a long pants along with my red sneakers<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Half wet at the bus stop waiting silently for the bus<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Though I felt disgusted with the feeling of being wet<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">This rainy day relieves the hot weather in the past few months<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">So it's not so bad after all..eh?<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Haa...what a relief!<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">And it's the best weather ever to sleep!<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Too bad I had to travel home at that time..<br />
</div>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-75833299010279081902009-10-22T13:49:00.002+08:002009-10-22T13:53:54.644+08:00random thoughts<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>recently, random thoughts has occupied much space in my mind</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>from assignments to exams,part time jobs,holiday plans, and something explicitly random;</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>a future plan - sounds serious rite?</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>no worries..just a deal between a close friend and me</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>We dealt on backpacking travelling by the age of 32 if either of us has not settled down</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>Y backpacking?</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>coz we figured we might not be able to make a fortune in a short period of 8 years unless we hit a jackpot</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>hence plans for luxurious trips has to be terminated</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i><br />
</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>Well, both of us loves travelling</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>a passion we both share very much..</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>I would say if I am not studying communications now, I would be in the traveling line now just like her</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>likewise, I recalled making another similar deal with another friend of mine back in college days </i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>therefore, maybe someday we 3 could all go on backpacking together..</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>random right?</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>I mean it may sound like I've had my life all planned out</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>but frankly, NO as this notion came to me out of nowhere</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>I guess it came to me when I realised that there is much more to life other than love</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>Love may seem ultimate and a priority to someone else</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>but it remains as a secondary to me</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>the thought of being tied down to a lifetime commitment scares me most of the time</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>maybe it's just me but freedom comes first </i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>somehow, I got used to being single and independent</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>being single means being free from most probably the most excruciating pain of all</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>though at times you might need to face some loneliness issues</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>however, loneliness is another issue altogether</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>next to my family, my friends matter the most</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>so if I was ever given a choice to choose between friend and love</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>I would certainly go for friendship</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i><br />
</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>yes, I could say that I am a postmodernist (a lil i guess)</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>but in an era of globalisation, it is really common..wakaka..</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>sorry but I had globalisation as a subject this sem and television studies which explores much on this concept</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>hence, implementing my studies in a blog spot is not bad after all</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>that would mean that I actually paid attention in classes..haha</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i><br />
</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>regardless of how much thought I would like to put into my holiday plans</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>I should really be studying at this point</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>off to my studies now..or should I say lunch?</i><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>hehehe..</i><br />
</div>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-29907227983983043962009-10-13T15:09:00.003+08:002009-10-13T21:20:41.272+08:00brief update<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>I guess it's time for some updates</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>but in fact, there's isn't much to update either</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>my updates would seem rather lame</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>coz nothing major really happened</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><br />
</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>classes resumed after my mid sem break which was about 2 weeks ago</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>after that, I've been chilling most of the time until last weekend</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>when I finally realised that my finals are approaching and I still have 2 assignments to submit this week</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>hence, started on assignments and finished one of them yday</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><br />
</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>as I mentioned earlier, when finals are approching meaning that my summer break is on its way too</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>that would mean I have 4 months long holidays</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>it was a plan from the start that I am gonna earn some extra allowance during this break</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>so I knew I had to remove my butt from the sofas and start looking for a job</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><br />
</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>recently, I met up with an ex colleague</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>and she suggested I should go back and work as part time but this time home based</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>the idea sounds really tempting, I can forget about tiring travelling<br />
</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>and it pays quite well for a part time job (rm7 per hour)</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>however, I am hesitating coz I know how exhausting that job could be tho it's only part time</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>and the fact that I am working away from office, when problems emerges from clients</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>I will have to make loads of calls back to the head office</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>that notion scares me</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>it would also mean I won't get to experience other kind of jobs</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><br />
</i></span><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>such dilemma..*sigh*</i></span><br />
</div>-ahpuik-http://www.blogger.com/profile/12649861563918408885noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31939159.post-77819301800369969822009-09-24T23:57:00.004+08:002009-09-25T00:45:51.334+08:00psychotic/eccentric/eerie conversation<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghWEdPWEvdXKajLirBvsaAmO5E0sbGCQoJJ8HNxM8JeOfg5G3J2WXGIO8fGbE2D8zHu6qeotfOB3OupDV3FqmPBZd_1QzehtY-8GTcN6OOg2pAHKFtg13NMWYxWUMdpV5JblJ3zw/s1600-h/conv.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghWEdPWEvdXKajLirBvsaAmO5E0sbGCQoJJ8HNxM8JeOfg5G3J2WXGIO8fGbE2D8zHu6qeotfOB3OupDV3FqmPBZd_1QzehtY-8GTcN6OOg2pAHKFtg13NMWYxWUMdpV5JblJ3zw/s400/conv.jpg" /></a><br />
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</div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">just minutes ago,<br />
</div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">me and a friend was discussing about our psychology assignment<br />
</div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">the question was "what do we replace animals with in psychology experiments to test effects of the drug?"<br />
</div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">and we came out with a conclusion that we can't clone human (ethical issues) and plants (validity of the results)<br />
</div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">hence, there are no other living creatures on earth except animals right?<br />
</div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">however there are also ethical issues imposed to the usage of animals<br />
</div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">thus we trying to act smart came up with this conversation<br />
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</div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">talking about it now gives me the goosebumps already<br />
</div><div class="" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I find both of us really eerie and we are getting nowhere actually<br />
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