*random*misearable*

have been going thru a lot these few days but was nothing that important so I shall put it away..

*super text twist*music playing on winamp*tamadun paper*not sleepy*blogging*finals*plans after exam*shifting*houses in TBR*sue ee*cartoonz*yum cha with chee keong*hanging up my clothes*getting lazy*missing my tv*miss chatting online*photography*missing home,bed n my family*missing the arguments with my bro*movies in the cinema*fly fm*tv dramas*

well,I am practically missing everything back in Klang..coz everything's there...I mean EVERYTHING..sometimes thinking about the life I used to have in secondary school,PMR,and SPM,everything seems different..what I miss the most is cartoonz and of course valerie..my dear sis...I envy caryn who can find her besties in her college,glad that siew kuan has A,happy that wi shan has S and kim choon with her besties too..their life seem fun where they are still surrounded with family and home most of all..I envy sue ee who get calls from her mum every night and siow lee quite often too...but I don't get all that..no family members giving me any call and no friends from the past send me any messages...I know I might be doing the same thing too so that's why I can't help being envy..sometimes sue ee still gets calls from pei ling(her bestie) and they are even planning to meet up in KL though they are far apart..the bond between them is still there..they can still talk and laugh like nobody's business...

here,I found some really good friends too but sometimes they seem to be selfish..yea,we might not know each other that long but still we can become really good friends if we want to...maybe there isn't much effort put into this relationship...

misearable signing off..........

try it! it's fun..

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you’re cool...

Opening credits:
cui siu zhi kak(lose qualification)-Jordan Chan
means I dun have the qualifications to start this?

Waking up:
hei she mao yi(black sweater)-Jay Chou
my attire for the day..I guess

First day at school:
Il Divo-Unbreak my heart
???

Falling in love:
hei bai hua ying(black n white shadow)-Jacky Cheung
nice song though...

Fight song:
teng tai-Chen Yi
should I put up my white flag?

Breaking up:
Beautiful Soul-Jesse McCartney
must be a memorable relationship...hard letting it go...

Prom:
I m not missing u-Stacie Oricco
huh?

Life:
ying wei you ni-??
I live for the sake of someone else huh?

Mental Breakdown:
Scandal-kang ta n vanness
scandalous...

Driving:
Tank-san guo lian(love triangle)
blurr...

Second try:
ni zhe me lian hua dou shou bu ching chu(y can't u make urself clear)-Jolin Tsai
hesitating to ask for a second day..

Flashback:
xiang jian ni-micheal and victor
I m missing someone..hehe..

Getting back together:
hero-Mariah Carey
and you know u can survive this relationship..

Wedding:
I still believe-Gary Chao
a suitable song for an everlasting wedding...

Birth of a child:
ai yi tian duo yi tian(Love to gain a day more)-Daniel Chan
a child lives longer with love from parents..

Final Battle:
Don't give up-Chicane ft Bryan Adams
haha..finally a right song..

Death Scene:
Never Let u Go-Janice
apart of me was dying

Funeral Song:
Li Xiang Qing Ren(Dream Lover)-Rainie
wtf?!

End Credits:
What's left of me-Nick Lachey
ooh..u can have what's left of me

more coming up..

How does the world see me?
Aku cinta padamu-Siti Nurhaliza
I'm flattered!

Will I have a happy life?
some song by Wilber Pan
I guess I will...I have a great mum...

What do my friends think of me?
ting ma ma de hua(listen to ur mum)-Jay Chou
guess I am mummy's lil gurl..

Do ppl secretly lust for me?
Welcome to the black parade-My Chemical Romance
???

How can I make myself happy?
I wanna be with u-Mandy Moore
I wonder who is that...

What should I do with my life?
Zhen Ai-183 club
I should look for the love of my life...

Will I ever have children?
Sexy Back-Justin Timberlake
omg!!

What is some good advice for me?
Marshanda-pasangan yang tepat
get a the right half?

How will I be remembered?
No worries-Simon Webbe
good song btw..

What's my signature dancing song?
All the things she said-T.A.T.U
love this song!

What's my current theme song?
Superwomen-Gary Cao
omg!great song with a charming singer..talented one..

What do others think is my current theme song?
My Band-D12
???

What will they play at my funeral?
Savage Garden-Truly Madly Deeply
omg!it's a love song...

What type of men do I like?
Flavor of the week-American Hi -Fi
I never did noe that I was that flirtacious..

How's my love life?
Our love will always last-soundtrack of save the last dance for me
ooh..cool..

How am I feeling today?
Jesse McCartney-Because You Live
happy I guess...

Where will I get married?
Amazed-Lonestar
inappropriate..

What is my best friend's theme song?
Far away-Nickelback
it is supposed to be mine..

What was high school like?
Yuan Lai-JJ Lin
nah..

What is the best thing about me?
Gan Qing Xian(Affection Line)
full of affection huh?

How is today going to be?
Leo Ku-Geng Go Kam Kuk
long day...

What is in store for this weekend?
kwan yu ni de ge-??
never mind..

What song describes my parents?
First Love-Utada Hikaru
yeah...

How is my life going?
Me and U-Cassie
it's me n exam..tell you how I hate it..

What does everyone else think of my current life?
SHE-zhu tian
wow,hyper man..

Will I get married?
Every Other Time-LFO
meaning no?

What should I do with my love life?
a duet song from Anson Hu-Ai Qing Zhu Ti Qu
haha..

Where will you live?
Catch Your Wave-Click Five
that doesn't answer my question...

What will ur dying words be?
Sexy,Naughty,Bitchy-Tata Young
wow..hot!

When I am having sex I say?
Tank-gei wo ni de ai(Give Me Ur Love)
hmm...sounds good to me

When I meet a guy for the first time I say?
Bu De Bu Ai(Can't Help Falling In Love)-Wilber pan
that guy must freak out...

hilarious!!!!!!!!!

Once upon a time in Singapore , there lived a happy couple,Mr. & Mrs. Ng with their 3 lovely daughters; Elaine, Ena & Ella. The 3 daughters were brought up in a prim-and-proper way and when they reached 20, they were still virgins.

Years passed, and it was time to get them married.So, the parents found them the most suitable " leng chais" (handsome guys).They got married and were preparing to set-off on their honeymoon.As "concerned" (more like "kay-poh") parents, Mr.& Mrs. Ng werecurious about their daughters' first-night experience. So, before the daughters went on their respective honeymoons, Mrs. Ng told them......" Your father and I want to know about your 1st night encountersand whether you are satisfied.Write a letter to us, but as not to raise your husbands' curiosity... you all must use a code-name to describe your experiences".

So, the excited daughters were off. A week passed. Mr. & Mrs. Ng got the first letter.It was from Elaine.They opened the letter and found the word STANDARD CHARTERED. They immediately took the newspaper and looked for the StandardChartered advertisement."Ah! here it is!", exclaimed Mr. Ng.The motto for Standard Chartered was.. "BIG, STRONG & FRIENDLY" Mr & Mrs. Ng were happy.

A week later, they got another letter. This time it was fromEna. The content was simple.
"NESCAFE".So, again they took the newspaper and looked for the Nescafe ad. "Ah! here it is."NESCAFE: PLEASURE TILL THE LAST DROP".Mr. & Mrs. Ng beamed with joy.

Another week passed.A month passed.And another.There was still no letter from Ella. The Ngs became worried.Finally, the letter came.It was scribbled and could hardly be read,but Mrs. Ng managed to figure it out.The code-name was " SINGAPORE AIRLINES".Why Singapore Airlines? Mrs. Ng rushed to the nearest store and got a newspaper.He flipped the pages frantically."Ah! Here it is!"Mrs. Ng grabbed the page and read aloud.Before she could finish ...THUMP!!!...she fell off her chair. The motto was ..."7 TIMES A WEEK,4 TO 6 TIMES A DAY,NON-STOP"

welcoming 2007!

yeah..my 1st post for this year..it's kinda hard to believe that a year has passed us by..going for countdown on new year's eve really did make me think...

this year I will be another year older...19?wow,I can't believe it..
it's time again to make new year resolutions and start afresh...so here goes my new year resolutions;

1.lose some weight..a lil too heavy for my height
2.score in exams,maintain my results and get my scholarship
3.trying hard to make a decision(to go or not to australia to get my degree?)
4.gotta drive further than tesco bkt tinggi..klang town perhaps..at least till JJ klang..
5.hoping to get a new phone with my "angpow" money
6.keep my nails long(as in stop peeling them off,poor thing)
7.keep my hair long too..hehe

that's what I can think of now...not even sure whether can I fulfill my resolutions above..but rules are made to be broken rite..cheers!n last but not least,HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!

christmas sleepover!yoohoo!

know it's kinda late to post this..christmas festive is over but this is something memorable..somehow or rather I must place it in my blog..

had the cartoonz over during christmas eve for a sleepover...my parents are not home so the whole house belongs to me and that really feels great..knowing that u can do whatever you want without asking anyone's permission...skipping housechores is 1 of it..lol...

24th Dec 2006
n so I went home on sunday morning and the 1st one to reach my house was WS..this also a reunion coz we have not seen each other for ages..thus we sat down and had a long chat on life in coll,studies,family and etc..she didn't changed much since high school..seeing her after so long reminds me of times when we were besties in primary n yes she is my 11 years bestie..how we use to speak in malay though we are chinese(sounds weird tho) but that's how we both came up with long "karangans"..we both used to score in bm papers yunno..but later on we slowly divert to hokkien and that became our lingua franca now..

next was KC...haven seen this gurl since SPM...in taylors doing architecture seems to be really stressful...really obvious when her acne worsen..sometimes I think she put too high expectations on herself..in the previous sem,she got 2A+,2A and a B..knowing that this course is not easy,a result like that is considered good but she is giveing us answers like "my results are very bad"..can u imagine how much pressure she put herself into?I know that sometimes to give ourselves a push to do something,we need to have a higher aim or even a higher expecetation,but certainly the results she has is perfect..I would die to get those results...anyways,that's her studies..other than that,she is just an ordinary gurl trying to survive in this reality...

then came SK..the ever cute SK..she is the smartest and the cutest even the youngest among us... also the guardian angel..sometimes she is like KC...having high expectations on herself thus giving herself more pressure than she can take..but she not like that in all cases,only particular ones especially personal stuff..in some cases,she would have her own stand but in things like wat movie to watch,wat to eat,where to go and more,her usual answer"no comment"...for sure she is the math whiz among us..add math,accounts and maths is small matter...

lastly,C..the ever hyper one...before she came over,she had a bottle of wine,two glass of champange and a can of stout...imagine how hyper can she be?really hyper and high...she's the loud and witty one among us..she can fit in anywhere...she's doing just great in advertising..I might describe her as pretty...many guys go after her..she's the daring one..just name it,she have it!

so that night we watch movies till 6 in the morning accompanied by potato chips,coke,beer,seaweed,and rootbeer...

25th dec 2006
we woke up 2 in the afternoon that day..I broke my own record..never woke up that late
before...for lunch,we had Mi Sedap...it's good..u guys shud try though it's spicy...then we started on our movie marathon again...from 3 till 7pm...WS went home at around 5,KC round 7 and C round 8...SK was the last one to leave...she was there to accompany me till 9.30 coz I am still alone at home... that was my memorable christmas for this year..lol

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, "stab" 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now. (i miss my family especially)
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.(glasses..)
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse. (seldom but I do when something is not going my way)
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.(some ppl think I m just being normal)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe , free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (this sem is robbing all my money)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. ( I would love a younger sis)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I'm currently single. ( I am enjoying it actually)
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (............)
I enjoy talking on the phone. (telephone bills used to be high)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (cash is all I need)
Enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future. (no comment...)
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (its complicated.. dun ask...)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (luv them!)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. (i dont even care)
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I'm happy at this moment! ( I would say tired)
I'm obsessed with guys. (how can i not be??!!!)
I study for tests most of the time. (ekekek....last minute count as studying a?)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. ( i wish i was that different)
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.(as in bungee jumping)
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (i've always wish that i can play the drums)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors. (stripes,dots..anything colourful)
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I somehow enjoyed this thing!!! (so the !@#$%^!@#$%!@#$ long!!!)
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (when I was sick,really uncomfortable)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. (cofeeeeeeeeeee.....cokeeeeeeee........woot!!!)
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. (lazy bum)
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.(who doesn't?)
I am an adrenaline junkie.

I stab:
val
may kei
esther
rachel
no more..

*random*

was doing a lot of thinking on my way back to KL just now...so this is practically what was in my mind just now..

christmas holidays with cartoonz...map for WS...family's trip to penang without me...billboards for my assignment...studying for mid term on tuesday...going online...downloading fonts into laptop...driving round botanic while parents are not around..how to survive wthout my wallet for a week ...christmas presents...money...photography assignment..what to wear to coll on mon...how beautiful KL can be in the nite...doing the laundry when I get back..dressing up for FAU nite..outing with coll friends on wed..

that's about all...so many things cramped into the small brain of mind...gonna burst really soon!