"yes ma'am sue", updates

heyhey everybody..

I knew that i have been long gone from this site..
really sorry for not updating so long..
1stly,it's because there was no internet connection..
2ndly,was busy working for the past 2 weeks..
so updates everyone..hehe..

as I told u guys, I got a job in wisma genting as a Customer relations Officer(CRO) in short customer service..
professional u noe..LOL..
for the past 2 weeks,I underwent the training course which was boring most of the time...
this week comes "buddy training" whereby I have sort of a "guru" to teach me all I need to know before they can let me go on the floor on my own..
so that "guru" of mine is called micheal..
siao siao guy but I would define him as adorable..
*not using the word cute*
If u really like to noe the real meaning of "cute",search it in the dictonary and u shall noe y..

I heard much about this job from the colleagues in the company..
will be under a lot pressure n ur EQ need to be really high..
will be facing a lot of fussy customers specially singaporeans according them..
alot to memorise especially rate plan,room codes n packages..
then got product tests and weekly challenges which reminds me of studying..
but in a way it trains people to multitask..
that is something I must really learn..

and FINALLY I can come online everyday..
muahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

birthday,job..

I never did posted anything on my birthday recently..
actually about a week ago..
well I had a great time and there were loads of photos..
so I'll just upload a few..
*due to some connection problem, I can't upload any*
but u can check them out in caryn or siew kuan's blog..
anyways,this year's bday was a great one..
had 2 suprises n I had 4 cakes..
it is surely 1 bday to be remembered..
thank u for everything guys!
let's just hope u all will have a great bday this year too..
hope that it is full of suprises too..



btw, I got a job already after 3 interviews..
that was my 3rd interview..
it's a customer servive job in wisma genting which turns out to be under genting highlands..
I would need to undergo training for 3 weeks before I can officially start work..
my plans for now is work for 6 months there..
if ever I am capable,I might take some freelancing for advertising..
just get a taste of what it is like..
I was thinking that working in an ad agency for that few months might not be worth it..
not having my very own transport is already a big problem..
somemore with the odd working hours,public transport would be inconvienient..
working as an intern does not pay off well..
I wont be able to support my life in KL if I am an intern..
So the only way to experience advertising is through freelancing..



well,those are my plans now..
whether does it goes as I planned,I don't have a clue..
let's just hope everything works as I planned..

stopping at the last station down that road

since the blog is so dead,let me add some colours to it..

my"early"suprise bday celebration

may yin


pei ting


khang tjun

xiao tian

ah wai

lee ping

melvin

may yin again

sunway trip

erica,the duck,me

from right:erica,haw,me,may yin,heong

edward

4 in love + 1

the whole gang

kononnya "4 in love"

ah wai

sunway mascot n us

the whole gang with the mascot

the last days spent with u guys will stay in my heart forever n ever..

thank u for everything..

I enjoyed every single second with u all..

I hope that there will be days like these again..

I shall miss u guys LOADS!!!!!

lost

too many voices..
too many opinions..
too many options..
too many decisions..
too many..
just too many..

currently officially rotting at home..
there are too much to think of..
too many decisions to be made..
I'm stuck!

at the beginning,I was kinda sure what I really wanted..
till now,I am still very sure..
nothing can quite change my mind..
but I am not resistant enough..
if only I could be more daring..
if only I could be more independent..
if only I was given more freedom..
then I might just win the battle..

it would really break my heart to leave them without officially saying goodbye..
we never did cry together just to get that feeling off our hearts..
coz we knew we will see each other again..
but now I dun see that possibility anymore..
what used to be bright seems to be getting darker and darker now..
I dunno how to make it bright again..
and I dunno how to walk down that road anymore..

putting the past behind me is really tough..
I can forget minor things easily..
now I wished I had short term memory..
then I won't feel what I am feeling now..

speaking out my mind is also hard as I am not that expressive..
I wished I am more expressive..
at least I dun need to use messages to replace my voice..

where should I go from here now?
should I stick to my plan or should I just change to make everything easier?
should I think of what I want or what other people want?
should it be about me or them?

P/s: Happy belated mother's day!

*updates*

1. my exhibition for the very last semester is over..way to go DAV2 C2!
check out the photos here.

2. end of the exhibition meaning end of my diploma..I m so gonna miss u all!!

3. exams are just around the corner..already in the sleepless nites state..

4. after diploma, might look out for internships before continuing degree..

5. or maybe even get some part time job while waiting for my dip cert in order to apply for jobs in the adv line..

6. would be leaving what has been my life these 2 years..drastic change..

7. changes are really hard to adapt to..but we still need to accept them and start all over again.

8. got caught up with this quote: be all you could be because you only have one life to live

9. looping this song by mariah carey (bye bye)

10. studying..

fickle tutors..

getting really sick of the tutors this semester..
they are so darn fickle..
dah la they are giving so many assignments, can't they decide on 1 deadline..
making us feel like a fool..
firstly they said A n then the next day B pulak..
sickening la..

long story la..
I have a design subject this semester after so many semesters without them..
n the tutor is still the same but this time much much more fickle..
we had our presentation last week and she rejected all of our designs..
being a second year last sem student, that's quite embarassing..
she asked to choose our very best design and she approved..
but on that presentation day,she said it's boring..
how can someone be in that state of mind in just a matter of days..
after that,she said she wants to see them this afternoon..
but when we went n see her,she let us down..
she said she will see them on thursday..

N then there is other lecturer who also that fickle..
she keeps postponing our mid term and deadlines after seeing us putting all our efforts in just to satisfy her..
I am like WTF la..
what the hell are they thinking and what do they are doing la..
I heard of the last sem being tough but that is not how it works..
u can give us piles and piles of assignments but pls do not make us look like fools..
adshive though la we all syok sendiri..

@#$%^&*#?!

*frustrated*

*sigh*

haha..yea..
the blog is dead again..
declaring it very soon..
kinda occupied now so I'll just make everything brief..

there isn't much to tell actually..
since I started my new semester,work have really been piling..
one after another..
making me appreciate sleep n rest very much..
havent been sleeping well..
average only 5 hrs per day and work 12 hrs a day..
my pocket is dry..
my brain is dry..
short semesters may seem short..
but it's not..
with work piling up like this,it seems like it is gonna take forever to finish..

even worse is that, we wont be having any study week this time..
our campaign is on the study week..
and we are not very sure whether effort put into the assignment will pay off or not..
with all the hard work, sleepless nites, and money..

*sigh*
- ah puik -