Friday, November 16, 2007

100th post..

Couples have 100th day annivesaries..
Humans have 100th birthdays though it's rare..
But my blog has it's 100th post...

As much as I would want to make the 100th post special,I can't..
My blog feels empty..
Never mind,I'll leave that to the 101th post..

Recently,assignments have been just piling up..
One after another..
Marketing,drama,media law,media effectiveness and multimedia tools...
They are all just crappy..
Some of them are even quite similar..
It's like doing the same assignment twice...
But don't look down on them,they determine whether do I get to graduate or not...

Next week is all fully booked...
I have assignments to submit,bbq to organise,donate blood,trip to attend to..
I am not telling what has happened in the past..
But I am telling what's more to come..
I am looking forward to days of poverty..
Looking forward to sleepless nites...
Looking forward to a farewell...maybe not..
Looking forward to end this semester which is hell...
Looking forward to S'pore..
Looking forward to CNY...

I guess I looked TOO forward..
Can't even settle what's in hand and I am looking forward to have fun..

P/s: *I seriously need a good laugh*I am gooing cuckoo soon*

Friday, November 02, 2007

mixed up..

words jumbling in my mind,trying to get out to express how I feel inside.Arranging them into sentences so that I can express effectively seems hard to do.

I felt really uneasy seeing her this days.
There were a mixture of anger,frust,sorrow and disapoinment at the same time.
Nothing will ever be the same again though you insist on it.
You're drifting futher and further away from us.
The drifting might be because of the relationship in between us isn't strong enough to hod you back from you're heading.

Taking us for granted when u came back crying.
We took you in and is this how you repay us?
You would rather stick to a place so unfamiliar but you're not willing to to stay for the people who cares about you.
Maybe that place has something we don't but all along,we did well without "it".
If "it" can change you that much,I would rather you be the person you were before.
Sticking together for another half a year,does that seem all that hard after all?
Why the sudden change?
Why the sudden decision?
There wasn't any indication of rejection towards "it" instead you opened your heart as wide as you can.

Trust me,as much as I want it to be same all over again between us,it's impossible.
Don't take us for granted again if you ever come back crying the very next time.
We opened our hearts to you,accepted your flaws against all odds and look at what you did to us now?
-grey skies-

Thursday, November 01, 2007


A = 1
B = 2
C = 3
D = 4
E = 5
F = 6
G = 7
H = 8
I = 9
J =10
K =11
L =12


8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
so the answer is no...

11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
almost..but not there yet..

12+15+22+5 = 54%
it might mean everything to someone but it does not complete our lives...

perhaps LUCK?
12+21+3+11 = 47%
not even half..that's y we can't rely much on them..

13+15+14+5+25 = 72%
in this realistic world, money is everything but in life it is only worth that much(72)

13+5+1+4+5+18+19+8+9+16 = 98%
just as much as it's an important element in life...

1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
oh yes! attitude plays a big role in life...

did anyone take note of this word before?
did anyone consider how can it influence relationship between human beings?
do anyone even care about this 8-letter-word when they need something so desparately?
do people think twice before they act and start hurting other people?

think it over peeps!